Escaping Slowly, Unscathed For The Moment.

The day of truth..

Now that the moment is over, I can't really decide whether I'm sad that it's over. Part of me want to be..totally enjoy myself after worrying as much as I've been doing these past few days but the other part of me just doesn't want to.

I'm so blady tornnnnnn..

I mean I know why I'm still feeling a certain amount of apprehension since it all almost blew up in my face this morning. N after the night I had last night, I so wasn't in the mood for it, only by a miracle was I able to control myself from blurting it out & spoiling everything before its even due to come out.

I don't know how long I can keep this up really, its literally & metaphorically eating me up inside. Keeping my fingers crossed that everything today will go well. At this point, I really need it. *fingers crossed*

Just another day in the life for me.

CHEERS!

I think I remember how many days it is already, its been 5 days so far. Can't wait for you to get back.. xoxo