Ray of Hope.

I'm still pretty much in the dark as to the outcome of the past few days efforts. However, I've realised that I'm getting over it & more than ready to move the hell along. There's no reason to wallow in the past any longer & I've done whatever I can do at this point. I'm calm & relaxed at this reassurance.

The only thing that isn't going so well is still the fact that 'they' don't know yet, & i doubt they'll be as readily accepting as I am now. No doubt they'll have to go through the same process as I have to get to a place where I am now. I've still got lots of loose ends to tie up & constantly having them floating around in my head is nauseating. Even so, every day goes on as normal as I allow it to. I'll just have to suppress a lot of what I'm feeling now, I'm used to it.

'They' who should know have no clue about anything & are just so easily fooled that they only see what I want them to see all the time. I just wish it could be like that for everything..

You'd think that with a post of that title, I'd be much more cheerful.. XD

CHEERS!

Finally tmr is coming Baby, so close yet so far.. xoxo